Reflections on my inner and outer worlds.

Tired (2/27/2015)

Given the circumstances, I just-
I just can’t take it anymore.
It’s hard to be happy anymore.
The nightmares just keep getting worse and worse.
They are making me cry.
Everything is making me cry.
I’m having such a hard time keeping up.
It’s too hard to make myself happy when deep down I’m upset.
I’m so tired.
It’s hard to stay awake.
I’m tired.
I just want to sleep for a while.
Anymore, I just feel like I’m on autopilot.
Like I’m just going through my daily routine without doing anything.
Sometimes I don’t even think.
I just do.
Sometimes when I think only a second passed, it was much longer.
I’m not sure what else I’m supposed to do.
I’m so lost.
I don’t know what else to do.
I’m just lost and tired.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s